So, I was a piano major at Loyola and had a nice young female teacher who teaches kids there at night, only a few getting her. I suppose I really wowed them with my musical skills and confidence. It was stressful because I didn't make the first audition. I did make their third one. My mom said it was my test scores that went up. I wish I just tried for singing. I want to be a film actress and sing like Julie Andrews. My voice still isn't perfect. I wish I never was in the choir. I suppose in college it is necessary. Or, I could have done choir plus voice lessons to get ready for ensemble work. I'm too old to be in college, but I will start at a nice community college nearby that has the classes for the music major there. I already have half of my theory done. I just have two of those left.
What happened was I only got a C my second semester in piano and was scolded about my singing with no feeling, something my voice teacher didn't tell me. We have exams in front of other teachers. I was called to the office and told I was too quiet to be a music education major. I was told not to major in piano nor to take voice. How gay is that? How gay does that sound? I got all honest As my first semester in music other than a B+ in voice. I was also in honors, just barely got in. I didn't have good letters from teachers since I moved high schools a couple times.
