I feel I'm told to be played down. I realize that boys come in all shapes and sizes, but which kinds of girls do which? Sometimes, you need someone really attractive just for the environment. It always works out that way I feel. I cannot take the race card. I work extra hard to be good and who I am. Sometimes, I flub, but it's never my fault in thinking. I just want to get what I deserve from doing the right things and being successful. The world is all about people who were wronged and enjoyed a different life than the idea, do good and you'll not be done wrong. I had some significant issues in people wanting me to be bad instead of Ms. Perfect. So I am treated worse in truly joking around and things people can tell about me that I don't want them to know. So, I tried to change, but things still aren't quite the same. I guess they sorta are going better.
What kind of stereotype can I be? Do I qualify, to be someone who is attractive rather than like some cool fat chick? Some people need both skinny and fat people to make up their life. I just see how people come. I try to get them fit into a better way for themselves. I didn't cause their flaws and I don't try to have them keep them. It's never funny. Not in any way.
I'm not really an extreme in my own race compared to white. So, I'm not really the one who's inherently all about being darker. I like things like the white culture and that's all I know really. I respect and have interest in various ways other cultures are. I guess I can be the multiculturally accepted one.
